Those are the days of our lives...

If my man, was fighting, some unholy war… I would stand beside him!

I try my hardest-But I can’t solve every situation okay? I’m not superman! I get pulled in every single direction! Why do I always have to be put in the middle? Why can’t people sort their own stuff out? Sooner or later I’m gonna break-I don’t know exactly what will happen, but I can tell it won’t be good!

I don’t know really….

Why is it that the great (as in people who are so influential and just have that essence of brilliance) are taken away from us? And at such a young age? 

I don’t want to sound like I’m trying to be clever and write some shit about “OH, why this, why that? What is the meaning of life, is there a God”… yada yada yada ¬_¬

It just seems that-some of the most talented people are taking away so young! And for most of their life they were troubled :/ (Yeah okay-Im totally going through this obsession with Kurt Cobain right now and it’s like, seriously why? :/ He had so much shit to deal with in his life and then he just…well I’m sure people know! Did God (If there is, not saying I don’t believe in him, just well-Im kinda on the fence about that subject-But I do believe there is ‘Something’ if that’s God then let it be what may) think it was time for him to have some peace? Like tonight-All I did was watch videos of him and his daughter and after his death and i just waaaaaay emotional-So Im on a total downer right now :/ (N) 

And why all the bitterness after they’ve gone? Is it that we need to find someone to blame for us to grieve? Or generaly just someone to blame? :S I don’t know-but all I can say is the dead wouldn’t want us to be bitter!

I have this theory see, that the great die young because they’re just TOO great for us-that we didn’t appreciate them enough when they were here and that old cliche, yes-You don’t know what you had until it went away, but by that time-Its too late…

 I’m not just talking about Kurt here-Amy Whinehouse, Michael Jackson (Okay he wasn’t young-but he had another good 20-30 years in front of him at least), even one of my own friends-Who, and I say this with confidence-Could have been a great comedian, because my god did he have his ways of making people laugh :L I guess what I’m really trying to get across is-Well, I don’t know really!

I suppose-Where-ever they are now, hopefully they’ll be at peace, but sometimes (and I know it’s selfish on our part) we are angry for them leaving :/

they leave us all in debt…